Today;s life in Hp

Actually,i had hope in place in Hp but unfortunately,i eliminated in first round itself,Aptitude?.First of all,i should concentrate on my aptitude skill,then only i can imaging about the other IT company,isn't it?but i couldn't do that,am totally confused in that aptitude,basically am zero in maths,everyone filtering us with that same subject,why so.why we opt for this MCA,we need IT job but its not easiest to get IT job in this current trend.but if we work hard we can.hereafter i cant concentrate in my aptitude skill,definitely i hope in future am the man will rule.for that i should work hard,wanna become wealth,that is what my current goal have to earn a lot,wanna be unique in this society make that society turn back on me for amazing.

Have to work a lot for my future to stand on my own leg,then only i can expect respect in this society,otherwise its impossible to survive in this world,never get respect even from my family thats the fact happens in everybody's  life is it so?ofcourse.right now i should work hard for my final year project,i must complete this project,should learn mobile technology to survive,with this technology i should shine,My Lord Only makes me to do so.have to do many wonder in that field,everyday going to the college and just making scratch on my seat and learning nothing,and back to home,if am doing so then when i may start to learn,from tomorrow onwards i should start my life journey to stand standard in this society,my Lord should the pave the way for me to shine in this world.